🌕I literally fantasize some of the silliest romantic things. I want to roll up sometimes, listen to music, laugh & listen to u talk for hours. Touch you here & there to remind you I’m here, that I love u and that I will be here however you need... and other times I want to learn new ways to arouse you and act like I don’t want you when you make advances. I want to kiss you and touch your neck and kiss your strength.. ride you until you surrender.. listen to you tell me it feels good. Talk shit until you unleash, letting your actions resound as your silence ensues and my moans join the symphony. Put my lips around you because I truly want to, and smiling when I listen to & watch your body’s response to me. I lay around sometimes and think about what I want to do next time. What I want to give.. & not even because I’m demanding anything in return but because I want you to feel good. I want you to heal in some way while we are connected. . 🌑 I always feel like I am a stepping stone for people in some ways.. like I’m the “one” that helps them until they realize what they need, and not that anything was necessarily “bad”, but I give parts of myself in each relationship so people can heal to some degree with me. Even if it’s that u smile a little more, maybe you’re left a little more confident, I want it for you.. but I always feel like I’m the girl that gives and is left behind while the other person has gained and thrived, and not even in a resentful way, just... like this is the way it’s always been. . And I feel like I’ve accepted (?) it.. I don’t know why I added this part but I did and here it is.. 🖖🏾 I’m not nervously awkwardly trying to figure out how to separate from my thoughts. @seshata_rose & @expuntld_ you two always inspire me and encourage me to be more vulnerable, so this is me trying a little more of that I guess.
#vulnerability #inspiration #fantasy #taurus